life consists of these things:

open. count. sell. sample. eat. wait for change. listen. speak. smile. ride bike home. eat. watch. listen. love. sleep.

i just watched EWS by Kubrick and realized that the subject matter is delicate. frightening almost, although I'm interested. i was alone, that changed everything entirely. it's best not to do that, i figure. is the purpose of those temptations curiosity or fluidity?
i suppose i will learn all about it in my upcoming Monday and Thursday classes.

i get jealous a lot. and impatient. i need to work on these things. perhaps i should call it inspiration, rather than jealousy. but maybe that's what it is.